I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. When I lost my mom in 2008(stage 4) it didn't seem real and no amount of sympathies changed the fact that i just DID NOT want to deal with the world/people for a while. Take the time YOU need. Forget the stuff that just isnt as important as your loss. Its ok to not be ok.

I'm sorry for your lost. The pain is there, though know they're at peace now. I lost my cousin and grandmother in the same month. It hurts a lot and I can't say it won't stop hurting, but you can get through this.

Hey Bob 👋 the news about your mother's passing coupled with the passing of you're father a while ago is a quite heavy and a lot to take in, so please please please 🙏 take some time away from everything to grieve and process what has happened. I would honestly suggest you putting LoS of hiatus, because any form of creative expression is a reflection of a person's desires, hopes, and dreams (it's kinda like a small picture of that person in that time and place) and I'm not sure if it healthy for you to continue for the time being. The only exception is if LoS is on outlet for you to express those troubles and work past them. Also I want to say thank you for reaching out and talking about your struggles and I'm sure there are plenty of people like me who are willing to lent a ear and a hand to help out .

I'm sorry to hear about this, if you need to chill or something for a bit we can understand. do what you need to grieve. we all send our condolences to you.

I'm sorry for your loss take all the time u need we are not important. Concentrate on you now you wil need it.

You have our support