I have an announcement to make today for Tangled in Development that I've been trying very hard to fight off.
I think I need to drop the SuNoFes deadline and finish the game a little later.
I'm very ashamed of this decision. I thought I planned this game much better than my others!
But, things haven't been going the way I envisioned them. Not my game development, and, quite frankly, not my situation in real life.
I don't want to be concerning to anyone, but I want to be genuine and honest.
My mental health has been terrible this past week. This game I was making as a creative outlet has rapidly turned into something overwhelming to me.
This might be partially on me, because I knew this month was gonna be stressful for me, yet I didn't account for that in my planner...
I'm sorry.
This game is important to me, so I promise you it will get made.
But I need to not lose my mind in order to do that.
Between all the aspects of my life (including game development) I have nearly no time to do the simple things I love, like drawing without obligations or deadlines.
I really need some time to figure out how to dispel this stress from my mind.
I'm truly sorry how bad I am with deadlines.
However, as long as the game gets made and can be closer to the vision I have by extending development time, I consider it well worth it.
...Especially when I can't bring myself to write anything more than 8 lines of dialogue in an entire day.
I don't know what this means for devlogs. Maybe I'll follow the weekly structure past SuNoFes.
I'm so sad to be leaving it. It feels like ages since the last time I started and finished a game jam...
But this sadness is necessary to avoid what might happen if I try neglecting my health.
I appreciate your understanding. You all are so much kinder than I could've possibly imagined.
Thank you.
Sincerely,
Lil' Beastman 💖
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It's completely understandable if you need to take a break, I don't want you to get demotivated by the one thing you love doing, and I can't help but feel like I'm responsible for the way you're feeling and doing, even if it's just a little bit!ówò
If you do feel bad enough to take a step away from everything, that's fine. No one's perfect, and it's okay to recover and take care of yourself because burnout is a really scary thing. But discipline is still important, and i think it all just comes down to a matter of how strong you are mentally. I'm always gonna be here supporting you no matter what<3
Thank you so much ❤
Don't feel responsible! You've been one of the reasons I was able to stick it out this long, hahahah.
Besides, shifting this deadline will let me get a good start on a different project of mine that I planned to start soon.
I really hate burnout. It feels like it comes so easily for me. But, discipline is a skill I'm still trying to learn!
I fully intend to finish the game, just a little later.
Your unconditional support means very, very much to me. I appreciate it 💖