this is not the right path. you were not created like that, you're fooling yourself and they are fooling you. the moment you start thinking am i a gay, is the exact moment you fall in the trap. and they will support you and say yess you arrrre. it's a brain wash and any one can become a gay like that, again it's not genes, it's brainwash :) an idiology put by force by the media inside our heads. if it's just genes they you'll find people who were normal and then become gays, why? did their genes changed? or after 20 years they had a sudden awake?! bro it's not super saiyen mode they discovered later, wake up!