Post by Gorelita in This piece of media spoke to me. ☆⌒(ゝ。∂)

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The early 2000s of the internet were something special, with all the personality platforms had, the freedom of speech and it was just a different time than what our digital space has become - where we have to resort to niche sites or make spaces of our own just to be able to discuss the things we are interested in since not everyone fits the mold within society and what's expected of us. I yap a lot when it comes to this shit but it's just a shame to have grown up with the internet to see what it's become, don't even get me started on things such as cancel culture and people trying to control what media others are allowed to enjoy just because it may make them uncomfortable, when they don't even need to consume the media in the first place and can choose to ignore it. ( ˶°ㅁ°) !!

I for sure love the Jojo edginess, it's just really quirky but in a comedic fun and sexy way that just makes the character more iconic. I always "literally me" characters like her because damn do I love the aesthetic of toxic walking red flags and being able to replicate that kind of taboo personality type because it's just fun and I like those types of characters that break the mold and can be off-putting to most people who can't put up with raunchy / edgy behavior. :3 adds to the comedic relief too and makes the sudden scares more unexpected.

ALSO - :c you may need your brain to survive,

but on a real note I suppose I'm just curious about what different things inspired you when making a game like this, the macabre, the obscurities, the art style and what almost feels like analog horror at some points I just can't help but feel so compelled to know more about the person who makes pieces like this because it's a rarity for things like this to exist in the first place.

Jonotastic161 days ago

It's pure insanity how someone can fight so hard for something they ultimately have no interest in consuming like why lie to others about it? For clout or rage baiting? It feels like every other week there's an old "problematic" IP that gets revamped with "modern audiences in mind" only to sell jack shit and bankrupt the studio, hell it's no wonder there's been so many layoffs in the gaming industry as of late. Who would've thought making shitty politically charged media leads to no sales?

Huh, that's a pretty good way of putting it. I still don't know if it's safe to model a personality after her, she's a bit unhinged and would 100% pull some illegal shenanigans for a smidgen of admiration. She's the kind of girl who'd take you out for snacks light the store on fire because the prices changed (they were on sale). Not in an evil kind of way mind you, just a comically bad misunderstanding of what's right along with narcissistic tendencies and small glimpses of self-reflection. I'm speaking straight yappanese, she's got big tits, bipolar disorder and would fuck anything that moves, she's perfect lol.

Oh right hahahah, guess I just have an extremely broad range of interests? At the time I was trying to get back into visual novels (specially with Gore Screaming Show and also Full Metal Demon Muramasa) but was reminded why I fucking hated them so much. Crappy CG animations, characters who don't shift positions, static facial expressions, these are AAA companies for gods sake and nobody thought to animate characters blinking??? Pissed me off so Ferarum was born out of that frustration. I really can't explain the macabre of it all, I have a long history with horror and overtly violent real life media so I aim to replicate the things I liked about those stories whilst leaving the crap behind. Not sure if this answers most of your questions but here's a photo of my bookshelf to get an idea.

Gorelita161 days ago

I'm not sure if this would be a big ask or if it's something you already had planned, but by any chance do you have a discord for Ferarum or just in general? I honestly never meet anyone who thinks in a way that I do to these degrees and while it could come off as unprofessional I was curious if you would be interested in joining my discord space and having a channel dedicated to posting anything you want/maybe ferarum news since myself and a few others have enjoyed the game - but you also just seem like a fun fit. I don't know how much of my site you checked out beyond the blog I made of the game but my surroundings and spaces I create can tend to be a little unhinged, as well as some of the wild lore I have that's a bit problematic but you don't seem like the type to care about any of that shit and it would just be fun to have you on board. Of course this is all up to you and essentially me trying to digitally kidnap you.

Your shelf sold me.

Jonotastic160 days ago

That's very generous of you! Though might hold off on the dedicated channel offer, just doesn't feel like Ferarum warrants that kind of thing yet, maybe midway through Act 3 or something.. That being said, I still don't mind joining your Discord space! So long as everyone else is cool with that of course. I have read a fair bit of your blog (please stop doing drugs) so I got a general idea of the kind of vibe and it could be fun. My Discord username is "joyniche", has a stinky rabbit thing as the avatar, so feel free to add me. That goes for literally anyone else reading this too, even mystery lurkers several months from now, I'll always be here.

Gorelita160 days ago

That's understandable, we'd still love to have you in the space! ( about the drugs, no promises :3 ) Though whenever you'd want a channel or if you'd want one at all, or even make your own dedicated space let me know.

Thank you! I sent a request, I'm "reki" but often change up my discord aesthetic.

mystery lurkers,

hello.

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