Dude I DO NOT remember actually dying in the 11 endings. I'm actually crying right now. Esra breaks my heart every time I revisit Trigaea. "'I never survived the explosion, did I?' 'No, you didn't,' Esra answers in a faint voice." MAKES ME SO SAD OH MY LORDDDDDDDDDDDDD. I CANT. YOU CANT MAKE ME SO ATTACHED AND THEN DO ME LIKE THIS.