Man ur life must be awesome If you feel like u need to call random people on the internet poor to feel good about urself. thank god my father and mother are very present in my life and they teached me very well to behave like a normal human being unlike yours. I'm so sorry that you did not had a good family in ur "big rich country" pal. Hope ya get better soon tho, If you try harder u can still make them proud one day lmao.