Wait, hold on pause.
Did I start cutting myself?
...I don't even know now.
I mean, I do know I cut myself starting day before yesterday and now I have 6 cuts on my left wrist.. but like....why?... I don't even have it that bad- I mean- my life is mid as hell and it's boring, wtf happened....
I--...
Well...it's not like I DON'T want to cut myself, but...this is...new.