Thank you, while I will need to take some time myself to distance myself from this genre and the creators, it is nice to feel some closure; I wish I could see what Gato said exactly about the whole situation, but I am very sure I will not be able to find anything via the wayback machine if I wanted to because of the scuffed system it runs on. Closure will never be complete, but thanks to you I am closer to semi-moving on.
Happy to hear that. Gato said that she regretted that nazi art that's why she deleted it from her blogs years ago. She was telling something about her discord server situation as well but that part of her post slipped my mind and I don't want to say smt that i'm not 100% sure about. Good luck with moving on tho!! :)