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This VN asked a very good question....
1) Would you try forgetting your past, your family, and your loved ones to assimilate and live in the present, with the companionship of the very same creatures (bipedals) who killed your species and brought upon a war ?
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2) Would you rekindle the hate, the pain and the suffering that your species had to endure by the bipedals....forcing you down the path of revenge and power ?
...Jesus Christ what a conundrum