I bought a physical copy.
This book has a sort of oil-slick quality to it, you digest it and you can feel its wrongness seep into your bones, poisoning you and making you worse while you chug. Rainbow iridescence spilling across your front as you can't quite swallow correctly. A type of life-altering read, in the sense that it will always be there, like radioactive decay lingering in your mind.
It was really, really really good. I really enjoyed reading it.