im 16 and transfeminine.
i have little to no memory of what happened, but i do remember that i was sex trafficked from ages 10-13. i remember what happened between me and a guy named anthony. he was really painful.
i don't know what to make of it. i'm hypersexual, a stoner, and absolutely fucking ruined.
i feel like talking about this makes me an attention seeker and a liar. i can still feel their touch but i dont feel dirty. my mind and my body dont align. my body makes me feel like i wanted it but my mind is screaming no. i'm still sexually active. i'm a fucking people pleaser. i hate it.
anyway sorry about the venting afhanjmkv yeah ilya <33333333