I get it. You have no response. You can't simply say I'm repeating what others have said, because I actually saw what was being said. So you can't lie your way out of this. So it's a sensible way to bow out while still trying to maintain the facade you've built about yourself. You can still pretend to be a victim, while claiming everyone who says otherwise, who has shown that you're disrespectful, is lying. I get it.