WAAAAHHH OMG I LOVE THIS OMG OMG OMG
also, I would love my character to just have calm, majestic, ANGER
like, she is silent, kind. but is just filled with quiet anger~
she is barely holding on to her patience. she is constantly stopping herself from going beserk because she knows its not right. when she was a child, she was full of happiness and kindness. I mean-- she still is kind, BUT GOD she will not forget her parents, her twin, and the woman who pleaded to her in the fire-- LIKE??? NUH UH IM SORRY- I HOLD GRUDGES--
so far she hasnt gone of the far end, but hooo boy she is getting tested, the gods are testing her fr fr.
I havent done chapter 4 yet, but AAAAAAAA OMG
but she does miss her home, I mean-- I WOULD?? THATS MY HOMETOWN, AND I WOULD DO EVERTHING TO SAVE IT WAAAAHH
oh also, romance?? she'll take anyone honestly, doesnt matter. as long as she gets VINDICATIONNNN
I'll prove ya'll WRONG-- like, sure. my sister probably killed your wife, Luceris. BUT HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED THAT ME AND MY TWIN DIDNT?? OR LIKE-- WHAT IF SHE WAS BEING FRAMED HUH?? THAT WOULD MEAN YOU KILLED INNOCENT PEOPLE
And if my MC finds out thats the case-- SHE WILL ABSOLUTELY REVEL ON YOUR ASS BEING SO FUCKING DEAD (and I know its justified because I saw you kill my family WITH MY OWN EYES)
I'm sorry, I know revenge isnt the way, I know. BUT YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TAKE THEM AWAY. (my character wanted to die then and there honestly--) (until now, she might be a bit like that--)
speaking of, PLEASE TELL ME MY TWIN IS STILL ALIVE OMG I'M NOT OVER THAT-- HE HAS TO BE ALIVE, TRUSTT (I am coping)
the choices I picked were like-- sensable choices I think. I mean, she acts amicably, and does fake smiles here and there.
(didnt fire the maid, and flirted with Eadith hehe.)
Am I going for Helios?? mmmaybe...? (ok, maybe its to spite Luceris. fuck you Luceris.) (but even so, he seems cute) (like a good bo-- AHEM AHEM STFU ME)
honestly, I'm going for everyone. and end up with who sticks. (or replay the game picking different people to romance)
and I know, I know vincent is like-- mean, BUT THAT WONT STOP ME, HE IS ROMANCABLE FOR A REASON!! (but romancing him wont stop me from standing up for myself--) (gotta have back bone-- I WILL KICK YOUR HEAD) (yes, head.)
lastly, PLEASE LET MY TWIN AND 3RD ELDEST BROTHER LIVE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PELASE PELAJSW-- (coping once again, I grown to love my twin even if he died so quickly I'm gonna cry--)
(oh, and please let my sister be innocent, I mean, if shes guilty, its fine-- but if she's actually innocent?? VINDICATIONNNNN)
wait wait, also-- Luceris and sir Lancelot in a relationship, I knew that in the previous chapters-- but like
okay, I still love Lancelot. But I will give Luceris SUCH a hard time. this bitch thinks he can move on?? NAH. YOU KILLED MY FAMILY-- THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS MOVING ON THAT QUICKL-- YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO MOVE ON FROM YOUR WIFE, AND THINK THAT "oh haha, I'm fine now actually, anyways, sorry for killing your family teehee~" NAAAAAHHH.
(wait actually, not sure if hes sorry for that, but I dont care, I cant forgive him.)
(also, I knoowww I should be happy for them, and how luceris probably moved on, maybe. but like-- it hurts?? its like, they moved on and its like, not a problem anymore?? also the fact that some people still think my family are monsters maybe--)
Who knows, maybe I'll give up on revenge, or not. I just want my family to be vindicated, alright?? theyre dead and they cant defend themselves from people's mouths. I hate it when they say our family are monsters, like??? FUCK YOU??
also, being honest?? therapy?? talking to someone about your feelings?? pshh, why do I need that for, when I got VINDICATIONNNNNNN (pushing my feelings down and acting I'm okay but not, WHOS WITH MEEE??)
My hobbies include singing, exessive oversleeping, and over indulgence in✨fucking✨
(what do you mean there are two unhealthy coping mechanisms??)
(nuh uh-- three of them are perfectly normal.)
(totally, trust me.)