Don't take it too hard, a lot of great and honest people are having hard times now days due to some shady global agenda that reflects negatively on everything in western societies you did the right thing, you will see that you will feel much better with some free time to rest and to find some peace, and you will feel even better than before after you will get used to the new situation and stabilise yourself, im definitely gonna check up on you buddy, stay true and take care of Vera for me until the next update.