always. i wish i had the guts back then to break it off, they were 18 and i was 15 at the time, but funnily enough, i was the bigger person in the relationship. them breaking up w me, was probably one of the only times they showed maturity in our relationships. yeah, getting back w them would be nice, but honestly, i would've never been happy if i stayed with them. even after they broke up with me, theyd send me "hey" texts and then break me off when theyd find someone else, then come back. its so heartbreaking how someone you love , and trust with your whole heart turns into the reason you don't wanna get up in the morning in just an hour