I made an account to reply to this. This was the first adult game I played. I feel the same way you do. The adventure in the game in incredible with the beautiful aesthetics and places. The music is beautiful too. And the girls and relationships with them. I've never liked romance much, but this game really had me feel for all these things. I long for a life like this, I wish this was my reality too. It's too good. And irl life is too shit. My life isn't bad but it's just mundane and aimless. I wonder if I'll ever experience anything like in this game.