hits too close to home. was sobbing in the nice ending. i dont have it in me to see other alternative routes. when i see cyrus+aster i saw me, i have so much to say, but at least he got to run away. i think if the current time was like back then, i wouldve run far far away too...
even then, at least we're out of the family i was born in, but still, the people that have been involved.. just like the first time they knew 'miracle'.. they would wanna try to recreate it again. experiencing that 'miracle' once more.. "we're not like them, we'll be better." you've also thought that about them.
sorry.. i usually just went in blind to everything that i read, ready to accept everything that comes my way because im just here to read yknow,,
but omg, i didnt expect one that were talking about cults specifically.. i knew what i went through, i read and delved into these more than i knew anyone in my cult in a deep, emotionally and super close kinda way. im wordless.
but specifically, thank you author.. not specifically about the relatability.. but like you know? i can understand with the characters, it made me cry at the end, im so wear down. one day i want to reached a point where i knew no one and start anew. thank you! 🌋