We will always be here supporting you, because we can see the effort you are putting in, so don't give up. It doesn't have to be perfect, because if it's good for you, we will be delighted to participate in your creation and we will certainly love to play.
There will always be those who will speak badly, but most do not understand the meaning and purpose of your creation, while others will. When you feel alone, remember that we will always be supporting you in whatever choice you intend to make :) and as you can see, there are people willing to support you, so do not underestimate yourself.