i really appreciate this conversation happening with you, i do have a very "interesting" way to deliver information. And there were things i didn't even include in that "discription" of how i see "the christian experience" and either my journey through life put me through experiences that caused my ability to articulate to be faulty or that i have actual mental issues that makes it difficult for me to articulate what i want to say such as you've read where maybe my brain wants me to communicate a picture or a mass of words all at one time, which is impossible.
Other than that, i do also recognize that my original post is not received in the way i thought it would be. Compounding my concerns.
Thank you for your time chatting with me and letting my posts stay up. And i have this weird feeling that i need to reiterate "i'm not saying you should be designing your game a certain way" and i apologize again if i made any implication. The more i think about things, the more i agree with you in that i need something else happening in my life.