Indeed. Finally admitting it. That's the first step.
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I don’t mean to intrude, but it sounds like you might have some issues and could do with some help. Here’s a link to some resources you might find useful: https://www.psychologytoday.com/uk/therapists
Sounds like you might have some issues and should maybe see about this https://academicintegrity.org/ They handle cases of plagiarism it seems. Might want to look into it.