spent all christmas reading this. about 2/3s thru i said to a friend it felt like ingesting something very sweet and toxic, which made the antifreeze bit very satisfying
porpentine, one lifetime ago, in 2015, i read your work and it pulled something raw and wet out of me that ultimately made me better. i'd be a very different woman without it. it's only fair that you now get to make me worse ^_^