I'd imagine how hard must be keeping a project this big a secret, for everyone. I also don't have anyone to talk about things like that, so i know a bit how it is. Rest assured that your commitment to the idea is very appreciated and inspires confidence in your work. I've noticed the other mentioned assets of your project, like i said in the first comment: No complaints, only praises. which is very rare to see (even more in your case, a hardware-miracle-worker).
I like good games with great stories and good lewd scenes, but the ones that i feel so intrigued to the point of playing mostly for the story, these are my favorites, the ones that i really don't bother to pay for. (but keep making the lewd, tho! they're too good to miss, it seems hehe).
Also, given that no one else bothered to show up yet, i'll use this as my personal chat, step over the line and tell you to feel free to call me a friend if you need to talk. Up to you, boss.
Good luck, anyway and i'll pray that celeste's dad will give you a cool brand new rig soon.