Hi there,
Sorry for the confusion here.
This is the edition created thanks to Kickstarter backers!
I sent download links to backers in October last year. If you backed the project but didn't receive a link, please contact me via Kickstarter private message or shoot me an email here.
I will be able to fix it easily. :)
Hope this helps!
Harry
(P.S: Sorry to hear that awful news. My condolences to you and your family.)