This is beautiful piece including all your insecurity and also compassion for complicated relationship with your body. The "good fat" image is real and I appreciate you voicing that, as well as the important insight that you don't need to feel like you completely LOVE yourself and your body in order to do good things for yourself. Thank you for acknowledging that our relationships with our bodies are complicated- you can see and affirm parts of your body that you like/appreciate, and also not feel confident about other parts, and that's ok. It's important to meet ourselves where we're at, with as much honesty and kindness as we can.
Also, I love that you are "friend shaped" :)
Your good heart really shines through in this piece.