i cant handle these pressures all i can say is this stress hurts things are supposed to get better i just need to put my self first im always trying my hardest not to pick myself first this energy killing my vibes now sometimes i wanna drown out all the thoughts in my mind too much going on the same time, I Wish it would stop and I've tried, but Life just sucks then we all die That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be.