Wow, really?! :O
Omg, that sounds bad, because I made a research of that topic (for obvious reasons xD) and I can certainly understand how bad it can be for someone who is suffering from it :c
Either way, I hope you can manage to overcome that fear... And thanks for sharing a small part of yourself :3
Also... Yeah! I'll keep working on this, I'm so excited to finish this, so soon the story will be complete :D