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Did I Fall Asleep? takes its title from a line in Dollhouse, and it shares other thematic elements with the show too.

Broadly, it is a two-room larp about the re-acclimation (or rejection) of a memory-wiped operative to their former life.

Because it plays with identity, volition, and exploitation (economic, vocational, or personal,) Asleep is very likely not going to be an ideal experience for everyone. It also begins with a guided meditation centered around telling yourself that your memories and personality traits are not real, and I don't think that's something I'd ever implement in a game I was running.

Still, Asleep doesn't ever go full Black Mirror.

A company that makes its money off of deprogramming and reprogramming human beings has a lot of leeway and motivation for some deeply unethical behavior re: its service agreements and what it actually communicates to its agents, but the one in Did I Fall Asleep? is weirdly on the up and up.

Thankfully, the game design itself is also on the up and up. Well-written, clear, unambigious safety techniques are included to address a variety of potential problems for a variety of potential directions.

Character creation is also really strong, with the group taking a sort of on-the-spot personality test that generates their backstories in a way that is somehow both smooth and uncomplicated.

Gameplay is largely sort of a waiting room sim. Everyone gets called in to talk with the GM one on one, and the rest of the group is talking and waiting. There aren't combat mechanics, so things could potentially go off the rails if a player decides to take the GM character hostage or something, and there also aren't any plot forces (just social pressure) to stop people from just walking out.

Still, the overall game feels focused, tense, and eerie without ever going fully dystopian, and this might make for a really cool game for a group that wants to explore themes of identity in a way that never gets fully resolved.

Dana Leaman4 years ago(+2)

Thank you so much for your post about Did I Fall Asleep. It touched on a few points that are important to me.

This can indeed be a powerful game, and not only in a good way. That’s why I’ve been tailoring the safety mechanics and other components based on player feedback over the past three years. You pointed out the opening meditation, which was identified to me the last time I ran the game as a potential danger. Even though the closing meditation can be very effective in returning the players to themselves, the opening one needs work to be made safer. I have been working on an updated version of the game where the opening meditation guides players in a safer way, offering them the choice to moderate how personally they take the instructions.

The straightforward nature of the evil corporation in the game is an intentional design component. They know that their actions are fully legal, and they’ve got at least one governmental department backing them, so for them ethics are irrelevant. They don’t need to be deceptive: they hold all the cards when it comes to dealing with their agents and they know it. I feel this mirrors real life in an unsettling way. In the corporate world ethics has teeth only as far as it is legislated and enforced. As long as it is in compliance with local laws, a corporation has no motivation to act ethically if doing so would harm its profits. It will exploit its employees, buy its materials from overseas slavers and dump its waste wherever is cheapest. As long as it doesn’t explicitly admit to the public that its actions are unethical, it can be quite transparent about its business practices. Its shareholders don’t care, and no harm comes to the corporation.

Thank you also for mentioning the lack of combat mechanics. Funny enough, the exact hostage situation you described happened in my very first run of this. I feel I should include guidelines for physical touch within the game, but I want to be careful not to do so in such a way that I prime the players for a fight. That’s another design consideration I have for the version in progress.

Thank you again for taking the time to share your feedback on my game. If you wind up facilitating it I would love to hear how it goes.

kumada14 years ago (1 edit) (+1)

I want to clarify that I don't think the presence of a danger means the game is bad, just that it limits who can safely consume/interact with it. I noped out of the meditation at maximum velocity, but it might be an interesting immersion tool for people who are both comfortable with it and who take care not to internalize much of it.

Re: hostages, the cut/brake rules for contact are really good and well-explained, and I think they do a good job of covering what players need to do physically to safely navigate that type of scene, but it didn't feel like there were any directions to the narrator for what to do if a hostage-taking or escape attempt happens. Even a "the guards are called and they sterilize the facility" option would give hostage-taking a way to naturally escalate to a conclusion instead of needing to de-escalate for narrative reasons---and having a path where one or more operatives could actually escape would add to player agency and provide an interesting sequel hook.

Dana Leaman4 years ago(+2)

I think I understood your meaning fairly well; I didn’t think you were saying the game was bad. I’m very aware that as written this game is definitely Not For Everyone. My hope is to rework the meditation so that players have a built-in immersion dial. Sort of “if you want intense immersion do x and if you want a bit more distance do y”. But I think this will never be a game that everyone can safely play.

When my GMC was taken hostage I improvised a bit about how there were guards outside the door and they wouldn’t mind endangering me if it meant keeping their assets safe. I think I’ll add a few examples of how to handle an uprising. Thanks for the suggestion!

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