Am i the only one whose parent constantly invalidates whatever you have to say?
(You don't have to read this)
I mean im scared of plenty of things (too many) and every time i talk about it with my dad he says im being ridiculous
And in an argument (we fight a lot) he puts all the blame on me and doesn't give me a chance to stand up for myself, because apparently to him he isn't invalidating he's just "being in charge" and that means i have to sit there and listen to him yell at me and if i DO try and talk he tells me to shut it
That's why i don't bring up any sort of mental issues that i have around him because he'll say im being dramatic, its also why im scared to come out to him,
Don't worry though, he's been like this my whole life
I don't really know how to deal with problems though, because he's only taught me yelling and stuff
Of course he doesn't yell at my brother and sister, just me 🥰
He thinks just because i have a house and food that i have no reason to be miserable ie: i was out with my dad (and siblings) and i was MISERABLE why? Because im always miserable and he says to me "whats wrong with you? You have nothing to be sad about, i spent 100 dollars on each of your tickets so we could go here there's nothing to be miserable about"
He always asks whats wrong with me, and he says me and my siblings ruin everything
Buuuuut im probably just being dramatic and it probably isn't that bad
(Im sure he has a reason for being an asshole, my grandma and grandpa fought a LOT when he was little)
So uh that concludes my ted talk about my dad
The end
Have a good day
😀👋
On a more positive ish note,
I get to see my grandpa, uncle and my grandpa's girlfriend today
Aaaand im going back to school soon and that means i FINALLY get to join the theater club, art club and my schools pride alliance
It kinda sucks that im the only gay girl in my grade though (there is a gay guy), though soon (if i can figure it out) i might be my grades only non binary pal :l
Oh, and i happy stimmed a lot yesterday i found a song and im OBSESSED with it, i can't find the name though (yes, i stim. I have as you know adhd, and people with adhd can stim)