yea rowan isn't allowed to have sex with anyone, and alexia can sleep with whoever she wants, im trying to get it to a seen or similar scene where alexia is having sex with others right in front of rowan and she doesn't allow him to do anything but jerk off pathetically watching. while she looks down at him and says see rowan this is a real man, this is how a real man does it with a wicked smile on her face, but don't worry because i love you so much my little hubby rowan ill always let you watch and clean me up afterwards, now finish up a go wait in your room, ill be in to put your cock cage on directly darling..... but i don't think the artist has drown such a scene yet. and 2 you can be plenty of help im always interested in what women find hot but most are so secretive about it. or atleast the ones i know in real life, and thank you for saying i can message you anytime, what other things do your moods get you doing besides the fujoshi passion, and what is it about rowan and andras do you like so much. and 3 are you aware of any other games like this
I'm going to work backwards on your reply. Game recs...
There are NO GAMES like this one. By that, I mean the quality of art/character/personality/story and presentation. It's a 10/10. However, if you haven't played it, I do recommend "Debauchery of Caelia Kingdoms" (One of my favorite "twine" games), "Strive for Power" (which is a bit difficult at first, but as you play it you figure it out quickly) and "Ravager". "Off the Cuff" is an interesting and quick Escape/Lust game that you may find interesting. Derailing a bit, if you haven't played it yet, try playing "Persona 5 Royal" and I can walk you through that one for the absolute best "True Good Ending". It isn't anything that has to do with sex/lust but it does cover a wide variety of adult themes and trigger warnings, another 10/10.
Moving on, Andras is just totally my type. Powerful, endearing, battle strategic and cruel. The character of a warlord in the making and his hero pet being broken and his pride being devastated into lustful humiliation. What's not to love? I also couldn't explain where my love for Fujoshi and BL came from, but the guys just look totally cute together, more so than they do with the main female protagonist/antagonist.
From what I've played, there are no scenes yet that place Alexia/Andras/Draith (or any others) in a Euphoric situation that causes our War Hero to sit in pain watching pathetically (poor Rowan).
Other moods...hm, I really like the crazed/cunning types too, but more for a lustful/thriller type story. Which, I've never found any. XD
the reason why you and probably many other girls like fujoshi could be because it focuses on making the male characters beautiful or attractive while giving them depth and character , giving you something to want and lust after or care about, where as the male/female stories or art focuses on the females beauty and reduces the males role to nothing more than a penis, or more anoyingly makes the girl the victim and the male the attacker who defiles her or brings her down in someway, as opposed to seeing a male and female just exploring each other naturally, im guessing in fujoshi you get to see a devolpment of the male character instead of dumb orc rapes big breasted bimbo into submission i get sooooooooooooo tired of that. and thank you for replying i really love getting a females perspective on this stuff and like you i have no idea why i like NTR or femdom stuff, maybe you could off insight into, and i love this discussion with no judgements :)
Why you might like femdom... I have an answer, but it's a highlight from past indulgences that I would even have this answer. Men who like femdom, are seeking the escape of responsibility, of being in control, of being in power. It is about being helpless and at "her" mercy. Being used by her, even being abused by her (within limitations). It all comes down to a shift in power.
Dominant women are sexy, smart, exciting, action takers. Being around femdoms can be intoxicating. You’re always left wanting more.
It’s hard to be a man in this world. You’re always expected to be so strong and aggressive and responsible. Sometimes it’s nice to let all that go for awhile (or a lifetime).
That’s why more and more men are entering into female-led relationships. It’s a refuge from the cut-throat competition in the working world where they can surrender to a person they trust.
I suppose that's all speculation on my part, as I haven't spoken to my Dom in about two years. He would have been better able to supply me with an answer, as he was the one who introduced me to that society. I will say this, the trust in those relationships is PHENOMENAL!
You nailed it. The guys in BL and YAOI are pretty/cute/handsome and I LOVE IT! I get googly eyes and everything~