im crying so hard holy crap.
I know i shouldn't be saying this, but
My dad has been acting insane since im 11 years old, he screams with me and hits everything he sees with his own hands, and i have a trauma because of it.
And no, i dont hate him. His life has been a hell in a long time, his ex-wife was a crazy woman who tortured his child, his 13 years old daughter has depression, anxiety and ocd, has bad notes at school and suffered bullying last year (I'm okay at school now, thank god).
He his way too stressed because of his daughter, so he screams everytime to feel a bit better.
And now he has to take care of his ex-wife's son, who is 20 years old, which needs to recover from a 8 year depression.
I realized my dad is suffering so much, so everytime i make him worry about me, i cut myself as a punishment.
I know this is wrong and it makes him worry even more about me, but i feel like i DESERVE it.
I'm sorry for venting though. Arold made me remind of the problems I've been hiding from myself. Thanks for making this game, now I know I don't have to hide my problems, but solve them and continue my happy life.