Its not bad at all. Have you ever killed someone in a videogame? Killed a tortoise in super Mario? Broke into private property and stole some stuff in any rpg? That doesn't make you a murderer, an animal abuser or a burglar.
Its fine to enjoy fiction because its fiction, I cant get why so many people get that fictionally shooting a handful of fictional NPCs is perfectly fine because they are nothing more than flashing lights but get worked up withfictionally raping some fictional NPC