she smiled, tears ran down her face
"Just..do it, beat me do whatever you'd like.."
when she got pushed she couldn't really feel anything all she could do was cry
"How could I get it through me , I just like you okay..It's hard liking someone that fucking hates you..I just wish you knew how I feel..believe me I am working my ass of to stop crushing on you But I can't and..I'm sorry"