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I think it is normal. Why feel disappointed in yourself?
you can create amazing things and have a lot of people love you. You shouldn't feel that way about yourself.
Keep doing what you love. And feel exhausted with it, happy with it. and for those who love your work. Don't be concerned about what other people say.
If you do something you don't want, then it's really painful. Be strong and believe in yourself, don't be afraid of words spoken against you.
i have experienced all genres from Vanilla - Drama - Fantasy - NTR - Action - Horror... It's all very normal... It doesn't matter what you create, it doesn't determine who you are.Those amazing creators are all confident in themselves and the people who love you. I believe you do too.
In the future we will still look forward to your work.