it sounds like you might have come to this with the wrong expectations.
this isn't a suicide threat. this is about my experiences and thoughts about self-harm, depression, and suicidal thoughts.
maybe it isn't narratively satisfying to end without a firm conclusion, but this represents a small slice of my life in a really hard time, so it's not going to be wrapped up neatly with a bow. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯