i dont know how to make games im an idot ):
I feel you ;-;
Learning to make games is difficult, i remember when i was 12 and tried to make my first game (it was a pac-man clone) and i was using gm8. It took a whole day just for it to crash when i run for a test... i lost all the progress cause i didnt save :/
Looking back i laugh, but at the time i cried so much, it was to devastating for my heart to put a day of time and effort just to lose everthing!
Fast foward to 2019, i was graduating from a IT school and my project was a game called Rafael. It was a mess, didint had music and the story made no sense, buuuuut, it was almost complete, and i went trough it like i was cutting butter with a knife.
Since then, i didint make more games, but i am coming back to it now and im telling you that cause your post reminded me how i felt about my self.
Take a break, then comeback and try again. Buy a short course (those were they teach how to make a complete game) and follow it trough.
You will be able to make a complete game that will satisfact you one day, you just need to take the time to learn the essential skills (including time management, mindset and how to scope properly) do everthing, just dont give up!
Greetings from Brazil, Pepe Jamal