"By the time I was 15, I was used to the ignoring, I made friends with Roger, my pet rat, which I left alone with his family. and by the time my sister was 16, me being the same age, she was spoiled out of her mind, thinking the world owed her everything...then something I didn't expect from my father...he whipped my back till it was black...the blood of my so called sins being brought out..-"
...And yet he continued, it was like he just didn't "Hear" her...or just couldn't stop the words from spilling out
"That day when I was beaten till almost death...was the day I lost the feeling of love, till this day I have no Idea of what it is, as I never got any...and just...feelings in general, I would say it was normal for me...but I know I am not normal, I am far from that and I know this fact quite well."