if the intro speaks to you and you wish you could turn back time please go to therapy. I'm in a very similar boat, therapy and working on yourself are the two best options for making it out in life "happy." just know there's a way out.
oh boy now you made me curious about what the intro says lol
i mainly said that because it's very close to how incel's think. it's just a horrible mindset to get stuck in, it's depressing and very toxic.
