Victor I'm so sorry. Words alone could never describe how badly I feel about your situation and I honestly wish I could do more to help. I'm in a bit of a financial crisis myself. Despite that I will do everything in my power to help in any way I can. I truly do adore your writing and I wish beyond anything I could give more. You're a precious sweet guy and deserve the world and if I could give it to you I would. Please take the time you need to do what you have to. I know that's easier said than done due to finances and all, just please don't let things get too overwhelming. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm in your discord and I'll do anything to help. If you need someone to bounce off ideas, or want any kind of criticism, or anything like that, I'm there.