I'm no one to you, but it pains me that you carry guilt from your past. Some things may have been avoided, but hindsight is always 20/20. My thoughts are that you're an amazing creator, victim of circumstances, and the all too common mob effect.
You inspire me to make more meaningful games, pursue my art and make me confident in my choice. Seeing your game was a touching experience that continued to confirm my love for the medium.
You remind me of a friend who's often too harsh on themself, believing they deserve the bad events that seem to be crumbling on them. But if anything, if you can't get rid of the guilt, you could try consoling yourself in being a person you're proud of today. And, seeing your work, I'm very glad for you.
Please, I can't wish for better than for you to move forward and recover from the event. It may seem dire sometimes but I'm sure the love you got from that video says a lot. You're worth supporting, I hope you can agree with that as well someday. You, your work, your efforts and your passion, they had such a positive impact on me.
Thank you for making my day better and inspiring me.
- Eve