You did quite well for your first jam. It's a learning curve so don't be so hard on yourself. Just work on your game and get better, that's most important. All the best.
Yeah not going hard on myself is the hardest thing for me to do and the very hindrance to my growth , but I'm trying my best to work on it. There's still a long road ahead to this journey so thank you. It means a lot to me.🙂