At that, he felt s if he got sucker punched in the stomach....kinda. His eyes widened for awhile, staying in the same.. exact.. frozen state of shock. He could've handled it if they met face to face, but.. he couldn't do anything if he done something to his family, his hand twitched slightly, mouth parted open slightly..
"......N-No... god-god dammit..-!... F-Fuck okay, f-faun knows where he is, just ask him-no h-he'll freak out at me-he's going to hate me what am I going to do-god I'm so stupid!.. W-Why did I have to fucking say those things-I'm an i-idiot-stupid stupid s-stupid!"