this piece was really incredible about like, i really remember...or "not" remember so to speak the way the hours would pass when i was heavily sedated on my AP and the alarms the alarms the alarms if the alarm didn't go off, i wouldn't couldn't wake up couldn't process time didn't understand time didn't "have" time and there's so much about the unstructuring, unravelling, unspooling of temporal history and constructs that occur when u are atemporal as you and i and a lot of schizophrenics are, but i've never read anything that really understood it like this. thank u sm as always for ur work i rec i miss the knowing to everyone i care about