".. He just.. reminds me of someone I used to know. Not know, actually. Used to love, and care for like I try to do as much with Lukas......Their... gone now.. all because of me never doing anything to make sure they were okay.."
The once held-up guard, was now.. nothing but a slightly hunched over shinsou, his eyes trailing down to the grass as well, he even sounded upset-..
"...I-I couldn't, do anything to stop what happened that day.. I couldn't do anything to make sure they didn't do something they shouldn't have-Which they did-!......I-It's my fault for remembering t-them like this, my fault for being so attached to Lukas, but what am I supposed to do about it..-?!"
"...If you had a solution, you would've said i-it to begin-!!.....I'm.. I'm s-sorry, hawks.. L-Look, I'm just.. I'm just having a damn whatever m-moment right now, and whatever idea you have.. please.. tell me-. I didn't.. mean to yell at you earlier, I was just.....-sigh-.., I'm just rambling at this point..-"
(Oh, yeah sure!.......Kinda, wanna keep myself busy anyhoo, as I'm pretty sure your, literally the only one awake at this time. TwT)
"H-Hey hey! Lukas, i-it's me, it's me-What's wrong..-?"
Shinsou just-Somehow switched back to the sweet.. gentle Shinsou like he was inside the building. He crouched down in front of Lukas, and to no one's surprise, cupped his cheeks- -w-
(Okay look i literally had to re-read that for a moment, AFTER i replied, so go ahead and be mad at me- xD)
