Nah man don't do it. You've got a whole future ahead of you. One time, when asked about teens and kids commiting suicide, 3er said this:
"If you want to die as a kid, don't do it damnit. Theres a shit ton of stuff to look forward too when you're older, so don't kill yourself. If anything, you should live on so when you make it to adulthood you can give the world the GOD DAMN FINGER for what it did to you."
But if I'm too late to saying this, then fly high Eidk, you'll live on here in spirit.