Well, i've decided to come out too, not in the sexuality way, I'm following madmantoss ways, fuck you all, loaf go kill yourself. Everythings fucked up, my ctp remake is fucked up, this community is fucked up, I can't take it anymore, I'm packing my bags and going, I'll still be active but that's it, ain't no more for me, fuck you all and the monsters that brought you into the world
Quick recap for those needing it, Aetrul was rude to loaf on guild, we gave him a one week ban and agreed on it. After the one week passed, Aetrul was back, and Loaf immedietely banned Aetrul again for the pure reason of "I don't like him" Loaf also said things such as, and I quote "he is a fuckin retard, a piece of shit, an absolute mistake, and a bitch" And said "It's better when aetrul is gone"
And I'm gonna be honest Loaf, no its not. Sure he can be a jerk and dick sometimes, but when we just hold onto grudges and act on them every chance we get, we worsen an already bad relationship... I've learned that from my experiences with Borb, when I acted on the grudges I had from the past, neither of us were happy, but when I accepted he did stupid shit, and accepted that I did stupid shit, things worked out!
Look, all of us can agree Aetrul has been a dick sometimes, but we can say that about everyone, I've been a dick, you've been a dick, we've all been dicks before.
Acting on your aggressions, leads to a harmful environment, and I know you don't give a single fuck about what I'm saying Loaf. But I'm being serious, you've changed.
And look, I know me and Aetrul have been rude sometimes, and have said things we shouldn't have, and I'm sorry.
No, everyone except you is a monster, your the only one in the ctp that isn't a monster, your the best, we don't want you dead, if you were than we wouldn't know what to do.
