thank you for your words!
i would like to live in a world like that too ;o; i think one of the things that helps is having people in your corner who are understanding about your fears and how you react to them... but unfortunately it's not something everyone has, at least not all the time.
but... i think that there are people who understand out there, and there are so many opportunities for healing, too.
either way! i hope that you can one day feel safe in a theatre again, if that's something that you want to do. and thank you again for playing ;u;