Thank you for giving the game a try! I'm glad you like the story and the music.
I think it has less to do with you being bad and more to do with the mechanics not being properly introduced (we should've done better). Others have also reported the difficulty spike in level 2. In level 2, all 4 spawn points are out of sight. So one tip is to not move at all and just sit there and look at the map. You can infinitely respawn so take your time. If you move you will die faster. You will soon notice that only one key point is actually reachable initially! ;)
If you are willing, please give it another try! Thank you again for playing!