Oh! I thought, that i am writing the longest comments. But let's talk not about that. I understand you perfectly. My first game "Flat Human" was that game, what i have dreamed of doing for a very long time. I too wanted to do it on any game jam, but thought, that before starting making game for gamejam, i need some experience. But often, because of studiyng, developing of this game was look like Trijam. Good luck with developement!