FUCKING SHIT DUDE! ITS SCARY LIKE HECK. Yet it is sad.
I want to say one thing though, I was having goosebumps when the cat was attacked. I have goosebumps whenever I feel sad or whenever I am afraid. This time it was an extremly strong one. It is the first time I had such a strong goosebump. But the thing is, I did not know whether I was sad or scared that time.
It has been one hour and I am still mumbling " Damn it!" to myself. During those last moments I held her and slept.