About 30 years ago, I threw away boxes of my art/illustrations and music. I took the works and tapes to the city dump and threw them in, because I found it all derivative. My production became tighter over the following years, but my music remained contrived. Interestingly to me, I now find most music unenjoyable. However, I do have a good time playing the guitar and feeling like I'm at a Sumerian celebration. As you may have surmised, I now find creativity to be utilitarian with the purpose of unity.